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Re: Tali'Thread vas Clan Zorah nar BSN 6.0

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Postby Ragabul » March 22nd, 2022, 4:35 pm

Personally hoping they leave Geralt be and opt for a more V type situation where you make your own protag in that world. I really hate how nothing is ever allowed to end and stay ended anymore. Let him chill at his vineyard, goddammit. He's earned it.

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Postby magnuskn » March 22nd, 2022, 5:11 pm

I really don't want a "do-it-yourself" protagonist. I'd vastly prefer playing as Ciri.

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Re: Tali'Thread vas Clan Zorah nar BSN 6.0

Postby Deano » March 22nd, 2022, 5:29 pm

I love The Witcher and I loved CDPR. But I'm a bit disappointed that they've gone this route. I was hoping they'd try and explore cyberpunk more but they've chosen the safe option.

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Postby Ragabul » March 22nd, 2022, 5:55 pm

I'm not wedded to my own protag either. I just don't really want the unending adventures of Geralt where he is utterly run into the ground.

Second more exploration of Cyberpunk. I'm hoping if they release some stellar DLC for it, it will allow that property to finally breath some.

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Postby magnuskn » March 23rd, 2022, 2:25 am

Deano wrote:I love The Witcher and I loved CDPR. But I'm a bit disappointed that they've gone this route. I was hoping they'd try and explore cyberpunk more but they've chosen the safe option.


I'm pretty sure the already advertised two paid DLC packs, similar to Hearts of Stone and Blood and Wine, will come out, even if delayed by all the unfortunate business surrounding CP2077. Expecting a second Cyberpunk game directly after the first seems a bit too much, especially since very obviously they overextended themselves with the first one.

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Re: Tali'Thread vas Clan Zorah nar BSN 6.0

Postby Alienmorph » March 23rd, 2022, 10:44 am

So the rumors were true, the "Stan" T.Rex skeleton sold for over 30M $, was indeed bought by someone in the middle east...

https://www.nationalgeographic.com/science/article/stan-the-t-rex-found-worlds-most-expensive-fossil-finds-home-in-a-new-museum?fbclid=IwAR1xcqdJF5ZrzOuHvI9OomQBQAKHtziy76v97F9rG0NObYDTeKjyLfiENgI

... but instead of going in some private collection, it's gonna be a centerpiece in a new museum in Abu Dhabi. Still seems a waste to move such a thing across half the globe, but I guess this is as close to a happy ending the situation could get.

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Postby Dragaros » March 23rd, 2022, 4:10 pm

Alienmorph wrote:So the rumors were true, the "Stan" T.Rex skeleton sold for over 30M $, was indeed bought by someone in the middle east...

https://www.nationalgeographic.com/science/article/stan-the-t-rex-found-worlds-most-expensive-fossil-finds-home-in-a-new-museum?fbclid=IwAR1xcqdJF5ZrzOuHvI9OomQBQAKHtziy76v97F9rG0NObYDTeKjyLfiENgI

... but instead of going in some private collection, it's gonna be a centerpiece in a new museum in Abu Dhabi. Still seems a waste to move such a thing across half the globe, but I guess this is as close to a happy ending the situation could get.


I was expecting Stan to wind up in the private vault of an oil tycoon or some prince, so yeah, this is the best case scenario.
Was there a reason ever given as to why the original fossils had to be sold off instead of just another replica cast? Was the Black Hills Institute just that much in dire need of money? And why was all this done with such secrecy? Just seems odd, is all.
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Re: Tali'Thread vas Clan Zorah nar BSN 6.0

Postby Mazder » March 23rd, 2022, 4:20 pm

This is maybe more a thing for the Therapy Thread so if it's needed to I'll move it there later.

So...you lot that work full time/a decent chunk of the time how do you relax/chill out? How do you deal with A LOT of your time being spent on work and that energy sapping thing just draining you? That crushing weight of expectation and regret of not being able to do the things you do, or want to do, or just not doing anything at all?
How do you balance that feeling/state of mind?

It's something I have been wrestling with a lot lately as I try to look for a better job. Which means more hours. Which means less relaxation/personal time/time spent at my own pace.
I fully realize I HAVE to make some sort of change to my life and to progress. And that means money, growth as a human in terms of getting a "proper" job and being less of a waste not doing things.

Like, art for example. I am not doing that now when I have soooo much time, but when I have less time am I ever going to pick it back up, as much as I want to with the best intentions? Am I ever going to do the things I am struggling to even consider doing now once I have work to do? Or am I going to just become the embodiment of "living to work" instead of "working to live"?

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Re: Tali'Thread vas Clan Zorah nar BSN 6.0

Postby Ragabul » March 23rd, 2022, 5:36 pm

A pretty big thing that helped me was that at some non-specific point in the last 10ish years, I embraced mediocrity. Not mediocrity in the sense of "do everything half-assed" but mediocrity in the sense that I'm just not that important, nobody outside family actually cares that much about me, I'm never going to be noteworthy or famous, and I'm never going to be "excellent" at anything by either other people's judgement or my own internal judgement. When I did that I feel like I could reduce my life to a few key questions, 1) is the work I'm doing actually useful or meaningful?, 2) do the people who really matter (my family, friends, and co-workers) think I'm a decent, reliable person?, and 3) does the stuff I do "for fun" give me peace of mind even if it's pointless and never goes anywhere in particular?

Cheeseball way to put it but this:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sMmTkKz60W8

Like the art thing as one example. Does *art* make you happy or does some abstract idea of being good at art make you happy? If art makes you happy, why must it have a strict time table or some specific goal tied to it? If playing video games makes you as happy as art, what's the functional difference?

This outlook also does allow you to do certain things that really don't matter half-assedly. A silly example. I took this cataloging class one time. The reason I wanted to do so was straightforwardly to learn how to catalog. At this point in my life it did not matter what my grades were so long as I passed the class. The only thing that mattered is if I learned cataloging or not. The instructor wanted us to do all these stupid group activities online. I didn't do them because they were stupid and didn't help me learn cataloging. I did the math and figured out I could 100% avoid them and still pass. If you can get away with it and it objectively does not matter and you hate it and it does not create a mess someone else has to clean up, by all means give it bare minimum of necessary effort.

But for a more down to earth motivating thing that also helped me, a decent paying shitty job gives you way more options and choices than a shitty job that pays ass. A shitty job with shitty pay is just unmitigated awfulness. A shitty job with better pay gives you more options. The guy who works 100 hours a week and makes bank can sweat it out like a soldier in the trenches for 2 or 3 years, live like a monk, and then go do whatever he wants with his "fuck you" money. A person with a 40 hours a week decent job can save up a fund that can finance them moving to a new city or taking classes or whatever. A person working 20 hours a week at McDonalds is stuck. It took me ten years to finally get to "decent paying, decent job" and took a gradual stair stepping of progressively less shitty jobs. (Some gems included sorting nuts and bolts in a warehouse, testing proppant sand at a factory over and over for 12 hour shifts, & literally sitting in a room so people wouldn't steal the stuff in it).

One other minor thing is that some jobs let you get away with doing "fun" things at work depending on what you consider fun. When there's nothing critical going on, I can totally get away with reading at work so long as it's not overt and doesn't stop me doing my job. One of my co-workers watches Twitch streams all day while he works. The sweet spot seems to be mid-tier jobs. Dregs jobs and high profile jobs seem pretty dang authoritarian. Working at giant corporations and for giant governments also consistently seem the worst kinds of jobs.

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Postby Mazder » March 23rd, 2022, 5:56 pm

Ragabul wrote:A pretty big thing that helped me was that at some non-specific point in the last 10ish years, I embraced mediocrity. Not mediocrity in the sense of "do everything half-assed" but mediocrity in the sense that I'm just not that important, nobody outside family actually cares that much about me, I'm never going to be noteworthy or famous, and I'm never going to be "excellent" at anything by either other people's judgement or my own internal judgement. When I did that I feel like I could reduce my life to a few key questions, 1) is the work I'm doing actually useful or meaningful?, 2) do the people who really matter (my family, friends, and co-workers) think I'm a decent, reliable person?, and 3) does the stuff I do "for fun" give me peace of mind even if it's pointless and never goes anywhere in particular?

Like the art thing as one example. Does *art* make you happy or does some abstract idea of being good at art make you happy? If art makes you happy, why must it have a strict time table or some specific goal tied to it? If playing video games makes you as happy as art, what's the functional difference?

Well if I were to answer those questions right now;

1) is the work I'm doing actually useful or meaningful?
Right now, no, it's shitty retail. I mean, yeah people have gotta buy shit and someone has to sell them shit but it's not meaningful to me outside of the people I work with that are familiar. I get the most ideas for art and stuff when at work, but can't remember them for shit when I am home and even if I did I just end up not doing it anyway.
Any job I want to find is more time spent at a workplace and seemingly less time to spend not doing the art or anything else all for more money. Which is somewhat worthwhile as that in itself can grant more opportunities, if I am not brain dead form work to then just not do those things either.

2) do the people who really matter (my family, friends, and co-workers) think I'm a decent, reliable person?
Decent and reliable, probably.
I could be more if I had stuff like the ability to drive or something. Or had more money to pay towards bills while living at home, or moving out.

3) does the stuff I do "for fun" give me peace of mind even if it's pointless and never goes anywhere in particular?
That is the big question.
I am not sure if it gives me peace of mind/fun or if I do it just because I have nothing else doing on in my life.
Most of the time I am just surfing shit on the internet randomly. Things that I used to find fun I stopped doing long ago, that trying to regain the skills to do the things I want/the few ideas I get, brings emotional pain and regret. Even gaming and hanging out with friends I don't do as much any more.
It's a symptom of depression, I know, but it doesn't help matters when I tie that into my ability to work.

With art it's more like "I used to do this, I used to find it fun, I used to be decent at it, I wish I could go back to where I was and improve form there now rather than spend potentially more years to get back to where I was. Even if I can find a job I can do that in between and don't fall to the insurmountable crushing weight of responsibility or depression caused by it."

Ragabul wrote:This outlook also does allow you to do certain things that really don't matter half-assedly. A silly example. I took this cataloging class one time. The reason I wanted to do so was straightforwardly to learn how to catalog. At this point in my life it did not matter what my grades were so long as I passed the class. The only thing that mattered is if I learned cataloging or not. The instructor wanted us to do all these stupid group activities online. I didn't do them because they were stupid and didn't help me learn cataloging. I did the math and figured out I could 100% avoid them and still pass. If you can get away with it and it objectively does not matter and you hate it and it does not create a mess someone else has to clean up, by all means give it bare minimum of necessary effort.

But for a more down to earth motivating thing that also helped me, a decent paying shitty job gives you way more options and choices than a shitty job that pays ass. A shitty job with shitty pay is just unmitigated awfulness. A shitty job with better pay gives you more options. The guy who works 100 hours a week and makes bank can sweat it out like a soldier in the trenches for 2 or 3 years, live like a monk, and then go do whatever he wants with his "fuck you" money. A person with a 40 hours a week decent job can save up a fund that can finance them moving to a new city or taking classes or whatever. A person working 20 hours a week at McDonalds is stuck. It took me ten years to finally get to "decent paying, decent job" and took a gradual stair stepping of progressively less shitty jobs. (Some gems included sorting nuts and bolts in a warehouse, testing proppant sand at a factory over and over for 12 hour shifts, & literally sitting in a room so people wouldn't steal the stuff in it).

One other minor thing is that some jobs let you get away with doing "fun" things at work depending on what you consider fun. When there's nothing critical going on, I can totally get away with reading at work so long as it's not overt and doesn't stop me doing my job. One of my co-workers watches Twitch streams all day while he works. The sweet spot seems to be mid-tier jobs. Dregs jobs and high profile jobs seem pretty dang authoritarian.

Right now I have 2 job options on the table/I am waiting on calls back from. (one I actually got a call back from and I am waiting on an interview for).

One is a job at a local insurance place being a Recovery Claims Handler that has a 35 hour work week.
The other is a Marketing assistant at a local college. for 18.5 hours a week.
They both pay relatively the same amount in the end (the shorter hours one is more per hour, the other is less per hour) but my mind keeps gravitating to the shorter hours one simply because less time spent at work seems more fulfilling, even if they're two 9 hour, dog tiring, days out of that week in comparison to five 7 hour days that might just be chilling in an office, or working at home if I am lucky.

Like, I am 30, I don't think I should be putting this kind of thoughts into it and just be happy with a job. I see people go about their lives and their jobs and I am amazed they all don't slit their own wrists due to the amount of their lives are spent working.
Hell, my younger sister has it more down pat than I have.

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Postby Ragabul » March 23rd, 2022, 6:43 pm

I obviously can't answer which would be less shitty, but I'd say if they truly functionally pay the same amount, a lot comes down to how much of an introvert or extrovert you are. Are you at your best and happiest with other people or when you are alone? I'm *insanely* introverted. Non stop social interaction wears me down and if I get no down time from it, it makes me mean. I would voluntarily spend about 2 months each summer completely alone in a house in the woods when I was still in college.

My current job actually pays ass compared to the market average of my technical job title (sysadmin) because I work for a brokeass municipal government. But I'll take it because 1) super chill and relaxed with flexible hours, 2) does not give a shit about dress codes so long as you don't look like a slob, 3) reasonable, non shitty commute. These are worth a fuckton of money.

My brother-in-law meantime is an uber extrovert and was depressed and pissy all during Covid lockdowns because he never got to go anywhere or be with anybody but family.

*Edit* I'd say benefits matter a lot too though I don't know much about how that works in Europe. Here it is *totally* worth dealing with a shittier job to get a pension and health insurance. My shittier government job than what I could theoretically get also comes with a pension and student loan forgiveness.

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Postby Mazder » March 23rd, 2022, 8:08 pm

Well in theory the smaller hours one would be better as despite working with kids it's less retail-y than the insurance handling one.
I want to get out of retail as much as I can.

Plus the shorter one is at a college, technically closer, easier commute if needs be and has a campus right in the town so easy access. Plus I have a friend that works at the college so maybe some days I can have lunch with them.

All kinds of soft benefits.

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Postby SciFlyBoy » March 24th, 2022, 3:08 am

Mazder wrote:This is maybe more a thing for the Therapy Thread so if it's needed to I'll move it there later.

So...you lot that work full time/a decent chunk of the time how do you relax/chill out? How do you deal with A LOT of your time being spent on work and that energy sapping thing just draining you? That crushing weight of expectation and regret of not being able to do the things you do, or want to do, or just not doing anything at all?
How do you balance that feeling/state of mind?

It's something I have been wrestling with a lot lately as I try to look for a better job. Which means more hours. Which means less relaxation/personal time/time spent at my own pace.
I fully realize I HAVE to make some sort of change to my life and to progress. And that means money, growth as a human in terms of getting a "proper" job and being less of a waste not doing things.

Like, art for example. I am not doing that now when I have soooo much time, but when I have less time am I ever going to pick it back up, as much as I want to with the best intentions? Am I ever going to do the things I am struggling to even consider doing now once I have work to do? Or am I going to just become the embodiment of "living to work" instead of "working to live"?


Relaxing and chilling is such a personal, subjective activity. The past couple of years being away from a 9-5 really hasn't freed up any time during my day. What was a weekend 3 years ago is just Wednesday this week, and TBA for next week. In order for you to feel relaxed you have to have your minimum personal requirement for the time period in which you build up stress. Whether that be in the span of a day or a week, or whatever that time period is for you. I can go a day or two with no real personal time. I'm a robot after 2 days. But I learned that I don't require a lot. Play a game for 30 mins, read a manga before bed, cook a stew, there's something I look forward to and I push through the stress to get there. You have to find what takes the edge off you and schedule that in your day. If you're always looking forward to it what you endure doesn't really feel like it's crushing.

I might have an advantage that I discovered what I want to do, but on the other side I've spent almost 2 decades realizing how far I have to go and just how far behind I am. Most people in my position are 20 years younger than me. I'm FAR FAR FAR from being able to do the things I want to do, even though I KNOW what I want and have taken the first steps to it. But my situation is my own. I also know people who have given up.

There's a lot of things I've put on hiatus because I don't have the time (or really, I don't put in the time). Story writing, astronomy, model building, film editing, cosplaying, etc. I put them aside for various reasons, but it almost always comes down to time. We all have the same amount of time in the day and in that we are all equal. So sometimes you have to MAKE time for yourself.

How much time do you NEED for yourself everyday? Write it down. It could be that you can hold a job with longer hours and still have time for yourself. Is the time you need for yourself taking away from the time you could be potentially earning more income for yourself? Or even working on a relationship or friendship? How important REALLY is that time to relax by yourself?

I'm struggling with your same issues. I spent most of my day today watching Atun-Shei films on youtube. (They're great!) I also built a sample musical instrument, baked sourdough bread, walked my dog, cleaned my house and tried being a kick-ass brother. But there were tons of other things I should have done, but I'm dealing with being a lazy ass.

I think what you should consider is this; having a full-time job doesn't really take that much time out of your day. Burnie Burns wrote and edited almost all of RedvsBlue early seasons while being a full time manager AND a father AND a husband and there are lots of people all over the world who do A LOT in their day. Ragabul has a point; there's nothing special about me, there's nothing special about them, there's nothing special about you. You might be putting too much importance on your own personal time and maybe that's what might be holding you back. In fact, that's a lesson for me too. I should tone down my own self importance when it comes to my time, especially when there's work to do.

Just get a new job and figure out then how to MAKE the time work. Maybe the solution for you is to jump head first.

Anyway, I hope this incohesive mess written way past my bedtime was helpful in anyway. I don't mean to poke at you and everything I write I aim to be constructive. I hope there's a small fire under all of our butts that we can learn to light.
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Re: Tali'Thread vas Clan Zorah nar BSN 6.0

Postby Mazder » March 24th, 2022, 8:36 am

Yeah it kinda does help. I just don't think my brain is wired in the right way right now.

Literally right now I feel trapped on an island, surrounded by an ocean of despair of my own making, with the only way out is to swim out and either drown in it, or hope I find a piece of flotsam to cling to. Because I can't grow wings and fly.

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Postby Vol » March 24th, 2022, 10:03 pm

@Maz & Sci: I'm somewhere in the middle. I've had a great deal of free time the last 2 years, quite a bit off and on the last 8, and nothing but in the few before that, and done very, very little with it. Mostly mindlessly surfed the internet, and while I've trended towards more respectable topics, it's still not productive. I'm older than you, Maz, and I have no particular job or goal I picture myself doing. It seems like I'm stuck on "getting by" as is, until enough family die that I'm financially compelled to move to the midwest somewhere. Assuming this year brings my work hours, and income, back to pre-corona, I can start saving again, not spending exactly as much as I make.

I keep telling myself that if I could have a few good years, I'd more than enough banked to do something. I don't know what. The things I would like to do, learn Japanese, learn art, lift weights, do game design, they're all abstract goals, but when I sit down to work at them, the practical reality of what it takes is crushing. It becomes too easy to start being productive, then find any excuse to not do them. My knees hurt, my muscles are tired, the tutorial is nearly done so it can wait, I'm still meeting my quota so I don't need to try harder, last minute studying is as good as right away, so on and so forth. It's like a vital piece of the goal-seeking process is missing.

But it doesn't usually tear at me, other than certain rare moments, because I don't see realistic alternatives to trying to merely get by. For it to feel like squandered potential, there had to be potential. To have missed my calling, I must feel a calling. It's never been apparent I could have done much better than I am.

In realistic terms, it would be great to be middle class, make enough to ensure a comfortable retirement, always have good food, some luxuries, secure in housing and other material needs, and able to start a family if the stars aligned and a good woman should ever drop into my lap. Get some pets, pursue my hobbies without any financial pressure, and be otherwise free to do the things I don't. But a steady 9-5, every week, until I'm 65, would be hard-pressed to deliver that. I greatly enjoy the freedom of a contractor, having inconsistent hours, short days, weeks off, all dependent on the rhythm of the clients. There is obviously a dollar amount on that. I suppose the "best" thing for me would be to do my own thing, start an indie game studio, and plug away at laboring in the meantime. But I can never seem to _make_ myself get serious about it, and time is ticking.

Like Sci said, there's the small victories during the day that help, making a meal, going on a 5 mile (8km) walk, tidying up, exercising, doing a tutorial, anything but the default of surfing + gaming. Without the structure of an imposed, external will, like a company, your boss, friends, family, to _push_ into a specific direction though, it gets aimless. Always a sense of "do more, do better," but never a useful "how." When I reach for a star to guide me, I'm reminded they're in outer space.

Maybe not helpful, any of this. _Do_ you know what you want to be? Not even your ideal job, but as a person, 20, 40, 50 years from now? Have a family? Comfortably retired? Traveling? Doing the same stuff as now? And if it's not clear, you have no idea, what is the dissatisfaction with laying flat?

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Horus "My daddy issues fucked an entire galaxy" Lupercal :lol:

He looks remarkably better than "husk so infused with Chaos god power that his physical form is barely holding together." Must be the shampoo.

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Vol wrote:He looks remarkably better than "husk so infused with Chaos god power that his physical form is barely holding together." Must be the shampoo.


That or he’s borrowing Slaanesh's skin moisturizer. :lol:

This looks like Horus during the first half of the Heresy, after he got his iconic Dark Mechanicum armour but before he got his two Warp power-ups that changed him from a Primarch and into “the Ascendant Vessel of Chaos”. He’s not SWOLE enough with Chaos juice here and lacks the giant aura-cape made of shadows and the extra-level daemonic eyes.
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"The Othniellians are the followers of mad paleontologist Othniel Charles Marsh. Driven by a desire to not only attain prestige and profit from scores of unearthed fossils, but also to usurp the very foundations of nature itself, the Othniellians are aggressive, Darwinian cowboys of science who sacrifice their humanity for power. A combination of the mundane and the insane, Othniellian Agents tend trend towards melee combat and high movement speeds, allowing them to grab the objective quickly and mete out damage to anyone who gets too close. Powerhouse units such as the Othnielliosapien and Antediluvian are backed up by nimble, ranged Agents such as the Rockhound. In Sauriana, the Othniellians reign supreme in Duels, able to rush in quickly and deal hefty amounts of damage. Many of their Agents are “glass cannons” however, meaning they will succumb to concentrated firepower and pinning if you don’t use them wisely. Moreover, some Agents of this faction also excel in creating more Agents for your Band, transforming into more powerful forms, or influencing Agents with the Dinosaur Agent Type.

Led by paleontologist Edward Drinker Cope, and bitter rivals to the Othniellians, the Cope Collective is comprised of gentleman scientists and daring engineers. With cold science and backed by steam-powered automata, and employing numerous agents with less-than-scrupulous methods, the Cope Collective aims to secure its foothold in the world above all others. The mad science of the Cope Collective provides a wealth of options for the tactically-minded player. Slow-but-sturdy Automatons and nimble, support-oriented Engineers are the faction’s bread and butter. This is the faction for gun lines, steady advances, and stalwart defense, so plan accordingly and watch your opponent crumble. In Sauriana, the Cope Collective is a powerhouse faction that’s difficult to render out of action. Automatons may be slow, but they can take a lot of damage before succumbing, and often bring heavy weapons to the table. As a counterpoint to this, the faction’s human Agents tend to be nimble, fast, but fragile, supporting and repairing Automatons whilst ducking into cover and laying down supporting fire.

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Postby Vol » March 26th, 2022, 12:27 am

Dragaros wrote:That or he’s borrowing Slaanesh's skin moisturizer. :lol:

This looks like Horus during the first half of the Heresy, after he got his iconic Dark Mechanicum armour but before he got his two Warp power-ups that changed him from a Primarch and into “the Ascendant Vessel of Chaos”. He’s not SWOLE enough with Chaos juice here and lacks the giant aura-cape made of shadows and the extra-level daemonic eyes.

No, Horus, noooooo

That's always something that's been silly about Primarchs. Their armor, barring the exception of the tech-y ones, cannot be that much better than a mastercrafted spess mehrine suit. Custodians outright should be tougher. But the armor is nearly irrelevant, because they're mostly Imperial daemons. So Horus having the FUCKHUGE spooky scary suit is like covering a tank in pillows.

That said, I'd love to see full power Horus, when all the Warp magic and tech in the world isn't gonna keep his body together much longer from the sheer output of Chaos power. Then the Emperor strolls in, way more powerful, and completely physically stable. "You did all this, and you're still that weak? Pathetic."

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Re: Tali'Thread vas Clan Zorah nar BSN 6.0

Postby Dragaros » March 27th, 2022, 5:42 pm

Vol wrote:No, Horus, noooooo

That's always something that's been silly about Primarchs. Their armor, barring the exception of the tech-y ones, cannot be that much better than a mastercrafted spess mehrine suit. Custodians outright should be tougher. But the armor is nearly irrelevant, because they're mostly Imperial daemons. So Horus having the FUCKHUGE spooky scary suit is like covering a tank in pillows.

That said, I'd love to see full power Horus, when all the Warp magic and tech in the world isn't gonna keep his body together much longer from the sheer output of Chaos power. Then the Emperor strolls in, way more powerful, and completely physically stable. "You did all this, and you're still that weak? Pathetic."


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Postby Vol » March 27th, 2022, 11:03 pm

Science question, explain it to me like I'm an idiot. If over the course of a half-life, any given unstable atom has a 50% chance to decay into a different atom, why are the odds not cumulative? What compels 50% of atoms in a sample to have decayed within a half-life that does not impose increasing pressure on the remaining 50% to decay within a second?

It sounds like if I have a jar with a trillion unstable atoms of the same kind, after every half-life, 50% of the unstable atoms will remain. Meaning, exponentially fewer decay with every half-life. Within the first, about 500 billion decay, within the second, 250 billion, 125 billion, so on and so forth, all the way down until all remaining atoms decay.

If I flip a coin a trillion times, every single flip has about a 50/50 chance of being heads or tails. But the odds of flipping only heads is 1:2^(1 trillion). Each successive head flip is a power of 2 less likely. But every flip is equally likely to be heads or tails. Because the odds of the sequence is dependent on the odds of the individual event, not the other way around.

But we're framing half-life of a sample as an individual event, not a sequence. Every time an atom doesn't decay, the odds remain 50%, but if survives 5 half-lives, the odds of any specific atom doing so is 1:2^5, but in terms of the sample, the odds of 1.5% of the original remaining is 1:1. With a sample of 1,000,000,000,000, that's 1.5 billion atoms still. It doesn't make sense to me why the sample size should affect the amount decayed.

If I have 1 trillion atoms in a jar, 500 billion should have decayed within a half-life. If I originally had 2 trillion atoms, and put the second trillion in another jar, 500 billion atoms should have decayed in there too. So of 2 trillion, 1 trillion decays. But it would be approximately half of each jar, right? Which makes no sense, the _total amount_ that decays should be about 1 trillion, but the odds of each jar decaying 50% should be equal to 1 jar decaying completely and the other decaying nothing, right?

I think I'm being dumb here. Why, yes, I did get a B- in college Statistics, how could you tell?


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